B e a r i n g Witness

As I write this, Nick and I are sitting at Starbucks. He's sitting across from me working on policies and procedures for our business....

Nick uttered (or sometimes yelled) these words to me more times than I can possibly count. "You don't understand!" became a daily phrase...

By now, we've all heard the rally cries to "end the stigma" surrounding mental illness. And while there is a stigma that surrounds mental...

Dear Daisy, You were the first one to know. You were my first confidant. You knew from the beginning that something was wrong. I watched...

May 1, 2020 will always be a day Nick and I celebrate. Beyond it being my mom's birthday (hi, Mom!) it's the day Nick started his next...

I've been delaying this topic for a while. It's hard to talk about for a multitude of reasons. Before I go on, I want to make it...

Imagine this: you work in an office and you have two bosses. One boss wants to expand the number of services the business offers. The...

Hi everyone! My name is Nick. I'm Erica’s husband. I have OCD, otherwise known as obsessive-compulsive disorder. In short, OCD means that...

The prescriptions were for percocets and another drug used for kidney stones; although I forget which one. I put the prescriptions in my...

Around this time, Nick had started mentioning thoughts of driving his car off one of the Colorado mountain roads with hopes he wouldn't...

I have mentioned that I didn't tell friends and family what was going on with Nick in the early stages. There's a handful of reasons for...

So we Baker Acted Nick. I got a call from him about an hour after the police drove off with him. He was screaming at me. "I can't believe...

We got married on February 1st, 2019. If I haven't mentioned it yet, I'm Canadian. All of my family is in Canada. I met Nick at an...

Nick started to realize that the only time he wouldn't be thinking about his OCD was when he was playing video games. He came home one...

In the summer of 2019, Nick developed tinnitus. He's been to countless music festivals and never really used proper ear protection. The...